I have experimented with Tarot and I Ching before. I might return to it one day for more investigation. I can see it as a useful tool. But I have unlimited access to other dimensions/realms/subconscious/inner space without external tools. As I discussed with you already, I exist between realities. Trans-dimensional shifts. Schizoid delirium, hallucination, and dream. Visions. I have unfiltered bombardment of all this, along with the unusual thoughts that come with schizophrenia. All this combined with magic and creativity is incredible power. A conduit. Someone once said to me that they should bottle my blood when I die, to be sold as a hallucinogen. I do sometimes use tools such as magic potions (which as I told you, I can take massive doses and feel at home), I also use meditations, including energy boosts used in chaos magic and transcendental mantra. And I experimented with Tarot and I Ching, but maybe I ought to look into it more. But I feel I do not need these tools to achieve results. I found part two very interesting and it made me wonder if I ought to play with the old cards some more. Jessa is interesting too. I look forward to part three.
I have experimented with Tarot and I Ching before. I might return to it one day for more investigation. I can see it as a useful tool. But I have unlimited access to other dimensions/realms/subconscious/inner space without external tools. As I discussed with you already, I exist between realities. Trans-dimensional shifts. Schizoid delirium, hallucination, and dream. Visions. I have unfiltered bombardment of all this, along with the unusual thoughts that come with schizophrenia. All this combined with magic and creativity is incredible power. A conduit. Someone once said to me that they should bottle my blood when I die, to be sold as a hallucinogen. I do sometimes use tools such as magic potions (which as I told you, I can take massive doses and feel at home), I also use meditations, including energy boosts used in chaos magic and transcendental mantra. And I experimented with Tarot and I Ching, but maybe I ought to look into it more. But I feel I do not need these tools to achieve results. I found part two very interesting and it made me wonder if I ought to play with the old cards some more. Jessa is interesting too. I look forward to part three.